so, you are probably expecting me to make this really good and interesting. well, it's a short story. i have been bullied my whole life, and i have never felt perfect or loved. i never planned on loving because i never planned on living more. i use to cut, a lot and it became an addiction. in 2010, zayn javadd malik saved my life. i fell in love with him and i have never stopped. i have no chance with him, but i am not giving up. if it wasn't for him, i wouldn't be here anymore.